I used to drive it like a grandpa trying to eek out every mile, now I drive like Jeff Gordon taking on any and all pony cars and ricer boys. It's much more fun to drive it like a jackrabbit, ev miles be damned. It took me two years to get there... stop agonizing yourself and just break the cycle now. Otherwise you might become an Ari_C at 20+K miles with no fuel at all (probably more by now).